All Alone

I was just laying in bed and I realized that I am all alone. I am surrounded by people daily yet I’m alone. It is a very scary feeling to know this. I am alone, completely and utterly alone. No one to catch me when I fall, no one to praise me when I succeed. I am alone in the world with only myself as a guide. I have no one, and perhaps this is for the best. I’m about at the bottom of the well of life. I need to decide if I can climb out of it or just stay down in the muck. Now I know I’m scared, and I know the only help I really have is me. God this really sucks.