Well it has been a LOOOONNNNGGGG time since I wrote one of these. Many things have changed since I have. One thing hasn’t, I’m still unemployeed. My health has gone to pot in the past 7 monthes and I have started on insulin injections. So far the insulin has done nothing to lower my sugars and everything to raise my stress levels. I have to nightly stick a needle in my abdomin. Not fun for the guy who hates needles. Mentally I’m about gone. Depression over not finding a job, failing my family, and an overall apathy toward my ability to be a good husband and father has settled in. I just don’t know what to do.
So there is my quick update as to the status of my life. Maybe I’ll do this more but probably not knowing myself as I do.
Hi Scott. It’s nice to hear from you, although I wish the news were better. I am praying for you. Hang in there! Don’t give up! Keep doing what the docs say and find a way to keep going forward. Things will work out, I know they will, if you just keep moving forward. And of course, if you want to talk you know how to reach me.