Moments of Clarity are great. I allowed to many things to cloud my judgement and my vision. I had a moment of clarity. It is strange to experience. All my anger, all the pent up emotions, just poof gone. It was strange this feeling. I’ve got to just let go of it. I can’t let the things that I can’t control bother me. I can’t let other peoples choices and actions affect me. I am my own person, my own being. Outside forces have dictated to me how I should feel, how I should act my entire life. I can’t control what other people do, and conversely they can’t control me. Their actions don’t affect me. If my wife wants to parade around on SL doing whatever, who am I to say anything to her. It is her choice and she is an adult. She can do what she wants and chooses to do. I need to just come to grips with what her actions are. I can’t let them affect me the way they had in the past. I have no right to tell her what to do or how to act. I just need to worry about myself and those who directly depend on me. My kids will come first always and then I will prioritize what is most important to me from there. That is the way it is going to have to be from now on.
More Human Than Human from the album “The Best Of Rob Zombie: Millennium Collection” by Rob Zombie
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