Hurt

I’m on such an emotional roller coaster the past few days that I don’t know what is up and what is down. I feel like my life is in a downward spiral that I have no hope of ever pulling out of. I don’t know what to do, I truly feel lost and can never find my way back to the light.

What have I become, my sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end, and you could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt.

So here I am, feeling sorry for myself and the mess my life is. The only person I can blame is me. I hate myself. I hate what I’ve done with my life. I am a big fat zero that has accomplished nothing. I don’t know if my family loves me. I don’t know if the woman I love really feels the same about me. I am a lost soul, and the blackness that surrounds me is getting darker and darker.

What have I become, my sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end, and you could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt, If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.

Hurt from the album “American IV - The Man Comes Around” by Johnny Cash

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