Wouldn’t it Be Good
Posted by Scott on Apr 10, 2008 under Life
Sometime life just rears it’s ugly head and kicks you square in the nuts. This was my evening yesterday. Anything that could go wrong did and I didn’t seem to have the right answer to any question. I have just been trying to come to grips with the way my life has turned and to tell the truth, it is very tiring. I have invested so much and changed so much about my life, but it seems the rest of the world around me has gone static. I feel so isolated and alone, even among my friends and my family. I just don’t know if I fit in my own life. I feel like an outsider at times looking in through the windows that are my eyes, on an alien landscape and the mini drama that is my current situation. I really am lost. I don’t know what to do about anything. I know that I need to make things better for myself, but I can’t change those around me. I just hope that I can hang on long enough for everything to get better or that I can know, somehow realize, that it is time for things to change so that I can grow as a person. Ultimately, I hope for the best, but hope is a fleeting thing, at least in my experience. Wouldn’t it be good to have life be everything that you wanted and hoped it would be. I think it would.
Wouldn’t it Be Good from the album “Human Racing” by Nik Kershaw
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