Update on the state of Me.

I know it has been quite some time since I posted anything meaningful here. It has been a difficult past few weeks. I have been trying to pull things together in my life, make me and my family whole once again. As usual though, I feel as if I have made things worse. I feel like my wife is retreating into Second Life more than before, and I think this is my fault somehow. I have done very little writing in the past few weeks but I have been rereading my NaNoWriMo 2007 novel in hopes that I can rekindle my muse and finish it. My work has been a major downer, they closed another site last week and I have the feeling that it is only a matter of time until our little piece of composing hell will be gone. So I have had very little to look forward to in my life. To say the least I have been a miserable bastard to be around. The only salvation I have had is My online gaming which has also become something of a chore. My son who is also involved in the game bugs me to let him play. He needs to finish all of his homework before he can play and then is timed so he only spends an hour, but he bugs me non-stop when his time is up to play again. It just makes me not want to play, and makes it a chore when I do play while he is around. The other thing that I have enjoyed recently is Dr. Who. I have recently discovered the new series and have been absorbing every episode. I have to admit that David Tennant is awesome as the Doctor. I’m not to sure about how they keep changing companions though, I’ll wait to see what the four season brings, but I’ll miss Martha Jones. I liked her.

Anyway, I don’t want to bore you to much here, but that is the state of me. I hope to be able to post some updates on my writing soon. I hopeful that if I immerse myself in my writing that I’ll be able to find the joy that I am sorely missing in my life right now.

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