Now I’m starting to worry.

My wife has started to go a bit overboard with the Second Life thing. She had her first day of school today and stayed up until almost 2 to play it. What was worse, the fact that she only came to bed after I went out to tell her she needed to. I caught her talking, using the voice feature, to two guys, and that really hurt me. She probably didn’t do anything but it still hurts. She would rather be online with them, then be off line with me. She also seemed to not be ready to come to bed and only did so cause I went out there. Just makes me feel like a second wheel in my marriage. She also tried to make it up to me when she did get there. Made me feel like she was trying to pacify my anger, well it didn’t work. As Jethro Tull put it in “One White Duck”, “My zero to your power of ten equals nothing at all.” That is basically how I feel, like a big fat nothing and, quite frankly, if it keeps up I don’t want to stay in a life where I feel like dirt.

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