Ahhh, Second Life that lovely game that has made me a widower, and I can only blame myself. I introduced her to this game, cause I thought it would be a cool escape. Especially, considering everything that we both are worrying about right now. My lovely wife, though has taken it to the extreme. I find that when she used to be around and available for conversation that she would rather be on Second Life. I often feel that she would rather be there than with me. It hurts a bit, but I understand the need to escape reality. With everything that is coming up, our daughters surgery, the expense of the surgery (which if insurence doesn’t cover it will be about 18,000 bucks) and the addition of a pool to our property. I understand that she may need to escape from this reality, but I would also like her around to help me deal with all of this. I just feel alone. She has made herself at home in her Second Life, she has friends and is enjoying herself, I though, can really not even get myself to write, or read, or anything else that I enjoy. I am just worrying to much. I just wish that she understood that I need her more than the game.
