Been a while since I did a meaningful post, a long, long while. I have been dealing with a lot of personal crap lately, mostly medical, but I also haven’t been the best husband and father in the past 5 weeks. I haven’t coped well at all with my medical issues, or the fact that I’ve had to run the show at work while my boss has been out. I have had it pretty good, the fact that my boss has been out has made it easier, but the stress of having it all on my shoulders these past few weeks has been a bit unbearable. Not only have I had to do all of my normal work but I have also had to do his, and make all of his phone calls, etc, etc. I have unfortunately let this stress boil over into my home life on the weekends. I realize that I shouldn’t be allowing this to happen, but I haven’t been able to stop it. By the time the weekend rolls around I have been ready to explode, and then I head home to spend the only quality time I have with my family. I am hoping that the new medication helps. I am also looking forward to some time off from work. I have gotten a note to take a medical leave of absence and I really think that I need it. I will be able to get a lot of the stress off of my shoulders and give me some time to clear my head and get my life back together. I hope that I’ll be able to write and get by this block that I have right now.

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