Had a productive weekend, got some of the house straightened out and ready for the new bar in the kitchen. My only regret is not writing this weekend. On Saturday I took my son to the Patriots preseason game. That was a blast. He had such a great time, and surprised me by yelling for the defense all game long. He did really well even though the game went to nearly eleven o’clock. I been very serene since Bonnie’s passing, which as surprised me quite a lot. I’ve been fairly focused on what has to be done and been living in the moment. I’m not sure if this is good but it has been helping me deal with her loss. I’ve also had to be the strong one, as my wife has been taking her death very hard. She starts back to work this week, and I know that she is stressing out about that. I’ve just been numb to most things lately. I haven’t gotten upset about not writing. I’ve been just existing. Not sure that I want it to be that way, but I don’t know how to get out of this funk, or even if there is a way out of it. I do know that I need to get writing. I’ll have to contemplate this more.

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